Weird Dreams

So last night I woke up with a strange recall of a dream/nightmare. Brace yourself. It's scary crazy. I'm even freaking out typing this. In the dream, there's a guy running away from Satan. I think he may have resembled Voldemort a bit, but...whatever. The guy trying to escape Satan had a Muslim wife with a scarf on her head. When I saw her face, it turned out it was me. So both the man and his wife were running, and they finally caught sight of a room. But Satan reached for the wife and touched her. The man and the wife continued on into the room and shut the door. The husband slammed the door, and Satan was cackling behind it. I didn't understand what he was heckling about. Anyways, the Muslim wife was getting sicker by the moment and before long she fell to the ground, dead. The man went towards his wife on the ground and he turned around. The man was me. And my/the man's eyes were this silver-gray color. Creepy huh? My mom told me that God was trying to tell me something. I believe her.

Halloween and Realizations.

Halloween. I don't know what it is about college, but I've started taking risks and doing things I never would have done back at home. I went to my first "haunted house" today. I don't even believe in haunted houses, Halloween, celebrating or dressing up for it. It's against my family's belief. Time to repent. -_- Anyways, I just finished editing a picture of myself; it looks pretty good, if I may say so myself. :) People liked it on Facebook and everything, and I was roaming around on my profile seeing that everyone put and saw a guy I had a crush on last year. I honestly have never liked anyone like that before. I'm still getting over him tbh. I looked at his pictures and remembered all those conversations we had on the phone last year. He'd always ask me to send "pics" of myself and send them to him. For a while, I considered it. Then I found out he'd been trying to hook up with another one of my friends. He commented on one of my pictures a while back. I realized today I deserve better than that, y'know? I deserve someone who has morals, is decent and hasn't tried to bang every girl in his city. And God will put that guy into my life in time. I just want him to see that I'm doing great without him, and he's the "best thing I never had". :)
- LB