Halloween. I don't know what it is about college, but I've started taking risks and doing things I never would have done back at home. I went to my first "haunted house" today. I don't even believe in haunted houses, Halloween, celebrating or dressing up for it. It's against my family's belief. Time to repent. -_- Anyways, I just finished editing a picture of myself; it looks pretty good, if I may say so myself. :) People liked it on Facebook and everything, and I was roaming around on my profile seeing that everyone put and saw a guy I had a crush on last year. I honestly have never liked anyone like that before. I'm still getting over him tbh. I looked at his pictures and remembered all those conversations we had on the phone last year. He'd always ask me to send "pics" of myself and send them to him. For a while, I considered it. Then I found out he'd been trying to hook up with another one of my friends. He commented on one of my pictures a while back. I realized today I deserve better than that, y'know? I deserve someone who has morals, is decent and hasn't tried to bang every girl in his city. And God will put that guy into my life in time. I just want him to see that I'm doing great without him, and he's the "best thing I never had". :)
- LB
