Pain

Endured by most. Often a sign of being alive. If life was so easy, wouldn't everyone want kids? Follow their dreams? But now, this is being carried on my shoulders. Fear of leaving behind people I've fought so hard to remain in contact with. Fear of a place without democracy and too many time restraints. As this prudent and adamant fact is brought to hand, the value of money/time/love/friendship becomes more meaningful. I don't want to leave; but I'll just watch you go. But if there's a will, there's a way. Praying that God comes through for me this time.